AHHH.

okok so today. i went to a bridal shower right.

my mom's friend kelly was there. she's so awesome. she has a stepson. my age. hmm. she starts talking about him and says that she's going to find a picture and send it to my mom's email. because apparently he's gotten really cute.

:D he has. i found him on myspace. i searched him and pop, he was the first thing that came up.

YAYAYAY. omgomg. i want to add him. but i'm so afraid that he'll be like.

wtf who's this chick. ahah. i haven't seen the kid since i was like. 8. we're nearly 14 now. :(((

AHHHHH.

-gleeglee-

quick update: seems future quest turned out to be loaded with really good looking guys. found one. don't know his name yet but rofl - nicole and i are calling him alex because he looks like an alex. i'm going to talk to him today. uhh. probably. hopefully. if i can do it.

and to think, the most he said to me yesterday was 'sup'. lmfao. he kept looking at us too. or me. i don't know. & he was pointing towards us from afar. :O or i'm sure it was us.. rofl, it looked like it was in our direction. hm. whatever. still going to talk to him cause i'm sure he goes to my church.

he makes me all giggly inside.

to be short n sweet:

mykayla + kristen = over.

:)

if you want to know why, ask, but i don't feel like going into specifics right now.

mila is such a stupid little ho. she thinks she's so cool - with her poetry n all. i mean, she can't even write it well. what kind of crap is that? she's like - super mean too. god, such a bitch. for christ's sake, she should be the one going around 'LOLZ TS BITCH BETTA RECOGNIZEE BITCHES' rather than shadowed. :((( she probably scares off all the newbiez anywho without like - even trying. with her comments and some of the boards that she's made. and she's ALWAYS ranting about someone or another. it's like - super annoying. i mean, seriously, can a person have that many problems with people? PEOPLE HAVE GOOD SIDES TO THEM THEY DO. :(((( sometimes they're not shown of course BUT I'M SUPPOSED TO BE BEING MEAN SO I'LL STOP WITH THAT.

and she doesn't know what rhymes with whore. LOLERZ. or didn't, at least. I MEAN SRSLy. DOOR BORE SNORE WAR. hah. hahaha. hahaha. i bet she thinks she's super kickass too just because she's in karate or something. gosh. and she posts those long picture boards. the ones that are super image heavy and take forever to finish. and then in the end it's like - i wasted my time looking at this? OHNO. and she knows GUYS who dress in TUTUS. i guess this flamboyant thing is really spreading among young people. she makes a horrible, clown too. you might as well just quit your day job, k.

i wish she'd kick the bucket. :( KICK THE BUCKET, PLZ.

ahh it was a magnificent movie. it was hella long though - nearly three hours. or something around there, i can't remember, but i know it's close to something like that. i've been wanting to rent it because well, liz had told me it was a good movie so i was like ok - i wanna rent it. lmao. and she'd mentioned that it's somewhat close to what our RP is. (the nifty little love triangle kind of thing. wahoo.) and it really was a good movie. i even liked the whole war sequence thing, which is something that i'm not usually very interested in. it was super sad though, when they went on the top secret mission to go bomb the japs, and then danny (josh hartnett's character <3love) DIES. i was like NOOWTF. he can't die. he can't leave evelyn to like. raise their fricking kid by themselves. but then whatever - rafe, ben affleck's character, (which is such an odd name, and when danny was dying it sounded too much like the word 'rape') ended up actually marrying evelyn i guess and raised the kid.

and then they went off in the plane into the sunset. yar, it did make me tear up a little bit. and then it ended and i came on here. life update: things have been pretty good. i actually talked to brandon on err saturday for a little bit. the boy was swearin' like a freakin' sailor because he doesn't have to worry about kaitlyn anymore. (apparently she doesn't like him and never has.. hm. he still likes her however, and doesn't like mykayla which i wanted to jump for joy about when she phoned me about it last night.) it was making me laugh though, because for the longest time he wouldn't swear. he'd say crap n damn and that was just about it. anything else he didn't say. and he was like, "why're you laughing? do you think my swearing is funny?" and i was like err yeaah hahaaa. because it really is. i told him not to ask me why because there really is no logical reason to my giggling about his cursing. he was like eff this and hell this and eff this. his fam was having a yard sale cause they moved into a really nice house (which i wanna see) and so he was talking about the people that were coming.

apparently there was this gay nerd guy in the front who was saying 'like' every other word. (i didn't hear it for myself but i was dying to see it for myself.) but brandon's impersonation was pretty cool, even though he couldn't get down the stereotypical 'gay' voice. he was like, "now that's a good thing, isn't it?" and i was like haha yeah you bet. because it would just be super weird if he was gay. (and i'd be in trouble because well. ilikehimyanno?) then my brother needed the phone. haven't talked to him since, although he said he was going to call me yesterday so... i was kind of waiting for that and when it didn't come i was like grr. :/ though yesterday i got to talk to my older brother on the phone, who might come out in august. yay. ear piercings.

err that's all. now i'm contemplating getting in my replies. :/ i've been hooked on the sims 2. so hooked i haven't replied for days, so i'm guessing it might be good to stop leaving them hanging. (because i really don't like when people ask for replies - which thankfully nobody has done yet.)

lalala. josh hartnett=love <3

Countdowns:
1 week & 1 day till Nicole.
1 month & 5 days till 14th birthday.

The dance was absolutely fabulous. Perfect. It was so freaking awesome. I danced all night, 3 hours straight. Well, maybe not straight, because there were a couple of times when I wasn't dancing with anyone.. At first the guys were being regular jr. high guys - standing by the punch bowl and not dancing. But that was okay, because then the Cha-Cha slide came on and they kind of got into it.. and then the dancing began. Mrs. Faigin made us dance with those that were assigned to walk with on promotion night - and I got paired up with George. I gotta say, as much as I love the poke fun at the guy, he's a great dancer. Lmao. It was really too awesome. We danced together a lot of the night. Also.. danced with Forrest (he look totally.. wow. Just wow.), Aaron (it made me feel good because like.. he wasn't dancing. lmao.), JP (he's really good, and we were actually talking while dancing and he taught me as well, because I didn't really know any of the moves).

And Brandon.

IT WAS LIKE OMG. And he asked me to dance. ME. MEMEMEME. I was so giddy inside, but instead, after he was like, "Kristen, dance with me," I was like, "Okay." And spun around andd we went out to dance. We basically just went in circles and danced. My hand holding his, the other on his shoulder. His hand at my waist. Oh gosh. Hahaa. -dorkus- And it's probably so weird for me to say this but - I really liked kind of sort of loved dancing with George. Not just like the ballroom dancing stuff, but we kind of danced together on other songs, too. Lmfao. The whole dance was just awesome. 'Cept now my legs are killing me - from my toes to my knees. Guh. Heels are horrible. (Yeah, I danced barefoot most of the time though because.. my feet hurt. Though the floor was super gross so I put 'em back on. Hahaha.)

It was great. It made me feel good 'cause people were complimenting me n such. Those are always great. Bahah. K that's all.

edit: well snap, it isn't all. Rofl, a day after the dance and now I'm remembering a little something that happened. After George and I had been dancing for a while he went off and so I kept dancing.. I can't remember what song. But I was around Maura and Gabi. And then he flicked me in the back and was like, "Work it." .. and started dancing. lmfao. I was just confused by the little comment. And at the end, when I left, he gave me a hug. I said I had to leave and the first thing he did was open his arms and yeah. And I hugged Brandon too. :))

i've come to realize that brandon kinda gets on my nerves sometimes. i know i like him, he knows i like him. what he doesn't understand is that it really fucking hurts everytime he talks about kaitlyn, and how she's pretty. he had admitted to me the other day that he has a "list" of what girls he would like. (kaitlyn, mykayla, and amy.) knife to the heart. it hurt. it hurt, and i didn't show it. thank god. and he was just like, "i'm sorry kristen, you're just not what i'm looking for." i told him it was ok, but i knew in my mind that i wanted to scream and cry and say well screw you, i don't need you. brandon also seems to think that he can't like any other girl. for christ's sake, he's young. he says he's going to wait for kaitlyn. he says he'd do anything for her. as sweet as it is, i can't help to think that there are so many other girls. including me.

why would he change himself for her? i mean, if she doesn't like him for the person that he is, does she even deserve to be with him?

perhaps i just need to get over him. maybe i need to realize that there are other guys out there and maybe i'll never get that chance to be more than friends with him. mm. i don't know. whatever. i'm confused right now, and to top it off i'm not even half done with the stupid fucking research paper that's due tomorrow. (now getting back to that)

whatever.

d'aww. little kristen. i dont know where my dad found this, but when i saw it i was like -jawdrop-
err yeah. older brother in the back who is possibly coming this summer. (who will give me ear piercings. ;))
and then the little brother next to me. eek.

err, yeah. it's almost eleven o'clock and i'm still tired, and i woke up more than an hour ago. dunno whats up with that, but whatever. coulda been the weird dreams i had last night, but whatever right? hahah. they were pretty freaky though, odd enough. one of them.. mykayla and i started fighting over brandon. lame. the other one, i got mixed up with some guy in the mafia. hahaha. he killed my dad. and i almost got killed.

err.

and then i think i woke up. yeah. it was freaky. and he wouldn't let me go anywhere. see. weird. and then i woke up to the dog barking downstairs, which was hella annoying. yeah, i heard him over my music and through a closed door. fun, no? and then my mom wants to go play tennis later. dunno if i'm up for that yet since i'm hardly awake.

i should be typing my paper. neeh. i'll definitely need some nagging from someone. rofl.